Just wondering

So I wanted to tell all of you something intresting that has been happening. Dont know if it means something but meh we will go from there.

When Im alone sometimes and waiting for a bus or going to church I see something once in a while and it always happens when Im either thinking of God or listening to music to do with God. The part that is werid is I see them/ it when I have nothing eles in mind for a sec or feel stressed.

Example:

Once a long time ago I was riding (now megans horse) Bennet alone on a field. And as Im riding I felt something watch me and there was a beautiful deer and she looked at me for a bit while I was on Bennet but then left in to the bush.

I was standing at a bus stop and thinking about God and I look up and there is a big male deer walking not even  20 feet from me or at least around there.

Another time my dad was driving me to church and as I was thinking about God and what would be talked about there I looked up and there was a deer.

Then on new years day I felt sad because I couldnt celibrate new years with anyone, and while I was standing waiting for my bus at the bus stop. I look up and see 6 deer near 14th and southland.

I dont know if this makes me sounds werid or what but I just was wondering. I mean can God show us we arent alone by also using animals. Like a deer for example. They are strong and beautiful. I dont know maybe Im going nuts hahaha. Tell me your thoughts you guys.

 

This is a poem that I have written I know it needs work and such but I thought I would share it with all of you..

Thank you God

Gods love in so many ways, has put me through today.   

His grace and beauty, and love are what I hold on to.

God thank you for this cherished life! 

So this week was Busy and still is hahaha... I wake up on Monday and our furnace is not working. So my mom put towels and blankets everywhere. We find out later its because of the dust from us working on the floors.. (Go figure ) So this weekend I and my parents will be working on the floors and wallpaper.

So Its is white and beautiful out. And all I can think is wow how peaceful! Snow to me is one of the most relaxing things to watch.

Yesturday at church something good happened. As I was listening to the hopefully new pastor. I was thinking how many times have I thought the same things he did when he was serching for God. How he would question everything or would hear people talk about God and wonder either they were insain or something big really did happen to them.

Its funny you dont relieze people do go through some of the things that you do. And even if somethings are not exactly the same. To me the main things that how he felt made me relieze im not alone. And that people do feel lost or confused. But you have to keep trying.